December 16, 2003
this song makes me think of erin.
(music| "caring is creepy", the shins)
countdown: 11 days, 10 sleeps.
So, I have to head in to Calgary at 12:45 p.m. and drive to ADLC to take my Personal Psychology 20 Exam. Wish me luck, everyone. I'm sure I'll do fine on it, but I'll still need all the luck I can muster up. I need to find $1.50 so that I can do some more studying over coffee, I feel like getting out for a bit. After my exam, though, I am excited to see Kyla. I'm going to see her around 2:30 p.m. this afternoon. I'm allowing her to skip just this one class, because I want to see her again, badly.
My e-mail's not responding, and it's driving me insane. I want to know if I have any messages. I'm sure my brother will fix that when he gets home, or maybe it'll fix itself miraculously. That would be nice. My boyfriend's going GT'ing tonight, I believe. Hahaha, I think it's hilarious. What a dork, I love him.
Alright, off to find some change.
countdown: 11 days, 10 sleeps.
So, I have to head in to Calgary at 12:45 p.m. and drive to ADLC to take my Personal Psychology 20 Exam. Wish me luck, everyone. I'm sure I'll do fine on it, but I'll still need all the luck I can muster up. I need to find $1.50 so that I can do some more studying over coffee, I feel like getting out for a bit. After my exam, though, I am excited to see Kyla. I'm going to see her around 2:30 p.m. this afternoon. I'm allowing her to skip just this one class, because I want to see her again, badly.
My e-mail's not responding, and it's driving me insane. I want to know if I have any messages. I'm sure my brother will fix that when he gets home, or maybe it'll fix itself miraculously. That would be nice. My boyfriend's going GT'ing tonight, I believe. Hahaha, I think it's hilarious. What a dork, I love him.
Alright, off to find some change.
December 14, 2003
hey, look at me, can't you see...
Hi. I am pouty because my Dad's not home yet. And my nose looks like Gigantor in this picture.
p.m. is the new pm.
Wow, isn't that just damn exciting? Clifford doesn't like the fact that I have a westerner's views on our current government. He really, really doesn't. So, I must avoid (at all costs) having a conversation about Canadian Politics with the boy. It's not a good conversation to have, anyhow.
countdown: 13 days, 12 sleeps.
Oh, how exciting is that? I am quite excited. I had a strange dream last night, and I know it had to do with someone losing a limb and trying to put it back together. It'll come to me again later in the day, I avoid remembering gross dreams as soon as I wake up.
I can't believe my Dad is cross-country skiing right now. What the hell?
countdown: 13 days, 12 sleeps.
Oh, how exciting is that? I am quite excited. I had a strange dream last night, and I know it had to do with someone losing a limb and trying to put it back together. It'll come to me again later in the day, I avoid remembering gross dreams as soon as I wake up.
I can't believe my Dad is cross-country skiing right now. What the hell?
December 13, 2003
i'm art.
(music| "devil in jersey city", coheed and cambria)
countdown: 14 days, 13 sleeps
I'm recording a new disc for myself, and I am quite excited. I've already spoken with Clifford once tonight and I will speak to him again later on. It was much fun, and it will be more fun. That boy always makes me smile. I'm a lucky girl, I say.
Someone definitely succeeded with their good deed of the day. I didn't have enough money to pay for the new pen, the hair clips, and the bobby pins. So, I said get rid of the bobby pins. But this older man behind me said that he wanted to buy them for me (I was only a dollar something short, but still). He wouldn't accept my "No, it's fine, don't worry about it." He threw in the extra amount of money, wished me a Merry Christmas, and I thanked him about three times and then we both went on our way. I thought that was spectacular. I love people like that. I like Christmas, everyone's so damn nice to one another. Well, that's an over exaggeration and it's totally not true. But that's how I feel about everything tonight. I'm in a fantastic mood.
It was my niece's 4th birthday party today, and it was hilarious. It really was. It was a blast. I love those girls. Little kids totally rock my socks when they're all happy and dressed like princesses (minus the time I was incredibly high two years ago and witnessed a bunch of ballet dancers come running out of this hall, I've never been so scared in my life).
Alright, I shall continue on with my sitting on my butt and being content. I think I'll watch a movie or something.
countdown: 14 days, 13 sleeps
I'm recording a new disc for myself, and I am quite excited. I've already spoken with Clifford once tonight and I will speak to him again later on. It was much fun, and it will be more fun. That boy always makes me smile. I'm a lucky girl, I say.
Someone definitely succeeded with their good deed of the day. I didn't have enough money to pay for the new pen, the hair clips, and the bobby pins. So, I said get rid of the bobby pins. But this older man behind me said that he wanted to buy them for me (I was only a dollar something short, but still). He wouldn't accept my "No, it's fine, don't worry about it." He threw in the extra amount of money, wished me a Merry Christmas, and I thanked him about three times and then we both went on our way. I thought that was spectacular. I love people like that. I like Christmas, everyone's so damn nice to one another. Well, that's an over exaggeration and it's totally not true. But that's how I feel about everything tonight. I'm in a fantastic mood.
It was my niece's 4th birthday party today, and it was hilarious. It really was. It was a blast. I love those girls. Little kids totally rock my socks when they're all happy and dressed like princesses (minus the time I was incredibly high two years ago and witnessed a bunch of ballet dancers come running out of this hall, I've never been so scared in my life).
Alright, I shall continue on with my sitting on my butt and being content. I think I'll watch a movie or something.
December 11, 2003
never enough neck? what?
(music| "girl inform me", the shins)
countdown: 16 days, 15 sleeps.
going smoke-free: day two, holy crap.
I've given myself a "rule", I suppose, for today. I must finish Assignment #4 (one more question left) and #5, otherwise I can't do anything tomorrow night. Seriously, if I don't feel as though I've accomplished something I'll feel like crap tomorrow night and will be such a downer on almost everything. I don't want to do that. I'm excited to spend the evening out tomorrow night. (I'm actually recieving an "allowance" now, at 18 years old, because my Dad wants me to keep working on my school work rather than getting a part-time job. I wonder how I'm going to have to explain that gap of unemployment. "Finishing High School because I'm a f*cking idiot.")
Ze cleaners are coming today, I'm going to have to hide in my room to do my school work. I just hope I don't get distracted. I always get distracted when I do school work at home. So, I'll leave the television off along with the stereo. Oh, I'm so responsible. But before I do any work on anything related to school I must clean my bedroom and bathroom. It's an absolute mess. I'm turning in to my Mother, I clean everything. Gah!
Tattoo = incredibly itchy. Not allowed to scratch it. I look like such a moron slapping my left shoulder blade with my right hand. It's the only way I can make the itchiness stop! Oh god, itchy.
countdown: 16 days, 15 sleeps.
going smoke-free: day two, holy crap.
I've given myself a "rule", I suppose, for today. I must finish Assignment #4 (one more question left) and #5, otherwise I can't do anything tomorrow night. Seriously, if I don't feel as though I've accomplished something I'll feel like crap tomorrow night and will be such a downer on almost everything. I don't want to do that. I'm excited to spend the evening out tomorrow night. (I'm actually recieving an "allowance" now, at 18 years old, because my Dad wants me to keep working on my school work rather than getting a part-time job. I wonder how I'm going to have to explain that gap of unemployment. "Finishing High School because I'm a f*cking idiot.")
Ze cleaners are coming today, I'm going to have to hide in my room to do my school work. I just hope I don't get distracted. I always get distracted when I do school work at home. So, I'll leave the television off along with the stereo. Oh, I'm so responsible. But before I do any work on anything related to school I must clean my bedroom and bathroom. It's an absolute mess. I'm turning in to my Mother, I clean everything. Gah!
Tattoo = incredibly itchy. Not allowed to scratch it. I look like such a moron slapping my left shoulder blade with my right hand. It's the only way I can make the itchiness stop! Oh god, itchy.
